say what?!!

ok... so it's 2 days till my 19th birthday!! weird. i don't want to get any older. because i feel like i am not getting any wiser and not learning from any mistakes. and so i do not want to be like 65 and have wisdom go BAM HERE I AM!!! and then be like oh gosh so, i have this wisdom and now i am having to fix my mistake. oh boy haha ok i need to get to sleep. so goodnight and good luck. FYI luck has nothing to do with life. why?.. because we make up luck. and we did not make up life we made up this things in life like luck and luckr charms and that kind of stuff. oh i need to get to bed. geesh why does smartness hit my at the wrong hr of day. so i'm stalling now.................goodnight God Bless.

~Fendalene