How come?..

How come people try to see other people in good lighting? why is when you know someone who you love lets you down over and over and over again? and it hurts you. but you keep letting yourself trust them? what is the point, you you just hope that the next time they will notice and care? so that why you put yourself out there for them?

I don't mind seeing people in dirty puddle water, at least i know who or what they really are. i don't let them rest there burdens on me. i've heard a very smart lady say that when you let people tell you their dirt or bad secrets. All they're doing is passing there burden on you, so they can feel free. and thats not always a good thing.

train of thought ended..

p.s. this is just a thought i'm not depressed or anything.