late-night

well it's late night or early morning..any-who my mind is swimming in pools of thought, thoughts that I'm questioning...thoughts that are troubling me..some days i wish i would washing my head out with bleach.. late night thought are always dangerous for me to think. they always disturb me..late-nights or early mornings are when i get really profound thats then my thoughts are so profound that i have to shake my head like a made man..like if i shake my head enough the thought just might evaporate...but they don't. they just seattle and start seeping in to my head even more...and sleeping doesn't help when i sleep when i have profound that i will most likely have a nightmare..so sleeping is no good! and it does no good staying up late because i have to go to Shul in he morning. it take me awhile to get out of bed..sorry for not typing this correctly i know i have a bunch of run on sentences but thats the way they are coming at me..so i will take my chances with sleep and see what evil things attack me in my nightmares. In GOD I Trust, with GOD all things are posable Shalom, ~Fenda ...please don't be freighted or worried.. remember it's just thoughts of mine.