R.I.P Pearl Marie Hegg sept 14th

Pearl Marie Hegg sept 14th 8 years later she's re-joinded with Oscar Henry Hegg.
He died on the same day just 2 months and 8 years earlier.

My 20th Birthday! was on the 16th

The Paramore Concert! May 12

AMAZING!!!!

The Owl city Concert

Owl City played at the Paramount Theater in Seattle. Thursday April 1

Prayers

What would you do if most of your dreams that you've prayed for in the past started coming true? Would you start playing that G-D would answer the rest or would you ask G-D to rethink answering those prayers and move on to the more recent one...

- F

late-night

well it's late night or early morning..any-who my mind is swimming in pools of thought, thoughts that I'm questioning...thoughts that are troubling me..some days i wish i would washing my head out with bleach.. late night thought are always dangerous for me to think. they always disturb me..late-nights or early mornings are when i get really profound thats then my thoughts are so profound that i have to shake my head like a made man..like if i shake my head enough the thought just might evaporate...but they don't. they just seattle and start seeping in to my head even more...and sleeping doesn't help when i sleep when i have profound that i will most likely have a nightmare..so sleeping is no good! and it does no good staying up late because i have to go to Shul in he morning. it take me awhile to get out of bed..sorry for not typing this correctly i know i have a bunch of run on sentences but thats the way they are coming at me..so i will take my chances with sleep and see what evil things attack me in my nightmares. In GOD I Trust, with GOD all things are posable Shalom, ~Fenda ...please don't be freighted or worried.. remember it's just thoughts of mine.

Everything Lifehouse

How come?..

How come people try to see other people in good lighting? why is when you know someone who you love lets you down over and over and over again? and it hurts you. but you keep letting yourself trust them? what is the point, you you just hope that the next time they will notice and care? so that why you put yourself out there for them?

I don't mind seeing people in dirty puddle water, at least i know who or what they really are. i don't let them rest there burdens on me. i've heard a very smart lady say that when you let people tell you their dirt or bad secrets. All they're doing is passing there burden on you, so they can feel free. and thats not always a good thing.

train of thought ended..

p.s. this is just a thought i'm not depressed or anything.

My Dad

My Dad, is a Woo! translated as he's a wonderful man! he filled out my financial aid paper with me for College, because i didn't want to do it by myself, and because i wasn't sure how do to it, and because i really didn't want to mess up!

I Love you forever and always daddy!

Love messages or whatever they are!

Oct 8th from Barnrd Ngino:

Barnrd Ngino: am lost ;are you the one am looking for

Me: What? i don't understand.

Barnrd Ngino: am in kenya and i like your smile babie

Me: Creepy! please leave me alone.

June 25th

from Issa Ba:

Issa Ba: miss cmt tu va nanga def, trankil. moi c issa j sui origine senegalais mé j vie a paris j vien de visité té foto frenchement son tro tro béll a regardé jarive mm pa arété d regardé telement k c jolie a voir.apar sa j v t demandé si ca t derange pa d fér connaissance avc toi.

Me: I am sorry but i do not speak french. so i can not understand what your saying. do you speak english?

Issa Ba: n moi j n parle pa englais j parle francais dsl alor

August 3 What he put in the Subject Box "

If luv is a crime then i'm willing to be hunted"

Abu Kamara:Hi Fenda

would u mind if i ask u a question?

Me: Yeah go ahead.

Abu Kamara: Hi

since when i saw your face i must confess thst ur are the most beautiful girl i have ever met

Me: umm, you haven't met me. bye...and please stop.

Abu Kamara:Hi

but i do believe that we'll meet some day
To crown it all i just want to tell u that i have u in mind

what would you do?

What do you do when the foundation you've stood on for years Vanishes?..When your left alone..? and the people you called your friends want nothing to do with you? and the people who talk to you want things from you, what do you then?...do you get back up, brush yourself off, and move on?

Martin Niemoller

They came for the Communists, and I

didn't object - For I wasn't

a Communist;

They came for the Socialists, and I

didn't object - For I wasn't a Socialist;

They came for the labor leaders, and I

didn't object - For I wasn't a labor leader;

They came for the Jews, and I didn't

object - For I wasn't a Jew;

Then they came for me -

And there was no one left to object.

Martin Niemoller, German Protestant Pastor,

1892-1984

Bad Feelings

So feel like this week has had a sweet but sour start! Sweet start? Yom Kippur. sour Start Alex and Jacob getting in a excitant Judah Mucklestone getting hurt! Trevor totaling his Car. All that happened on monday night! Tuesday early morning Buzz had a stroke. if that doesn't scream Sweet & Sour i don't know what else would/End of the world.

I wonder what else is in store for us.

p.s. don't forget to say your prayers.

~F.

Me with biking gear~

Bryce the Crazy Australian

Just a few good memories from the 19th birthday party

Isaac holding me
Me Holding Isaac

Jump
Janette and me

say what?!!

ok... so it's 2 days till my 19th birthday!! weird. i don't want to get any older. because i feel like i am not getting any wiser and not learning from any mistakes. and so i do not want to be like 65 and have wisdom go BAM HERE I AM!!! and then be like oh gosh so, i have this wisdom and now i am having to fix my mistake. oh boy haha ok i need to get to sleep. so goodnight and good luck. FYI luck has nothing to do with life. why?.. because we make up luck. and we did not make up life we made up this things in life like luck and luckr charms and that kind of stuff. oh i need to get to bed. geesh why does smartness hit my at the wrong hr of day. so i'm stalling now.................goodnight God Bless.

~Fendalene

31 Random fact's

1. If you have 3 quarters, 4 dimes, and 4 pennies, you have $1.19. You also have the largest amount of money in coins without being able to make change for a dollar.

2. The numbers '172' can be found on the back of the U.S. $5 dollar bill in the bushes at the base of the Lincoln Memorial.

3. President Kennedy was the fastest random speaker in the world with upwards of 350 words per minute.

4. In the average lifetime, a person will walk the equivalent of 5 times around the equator.

5. Odontophobia is the fear of teeth.

6.The 57 on Heinz ketchup bottles represents the number of varieties of pickles the company once had.

7. In the early days of the telephone, operators would pick up a call and use the phrase, "Well, are you there?". It wasn't until 1895 that someone suggested answering the phone with the phrase "number please?"

8. The surface area of an average-sized brick is 79 cm squared.

9. According to suicide statistics, Monday is the favored day for self-destruction.

10. Cats sleep 16 to 18 hours per day.

11. The most common name in the world is Mohammed.

12. It is believed that Shakespeare was 46 around the time that the King James Version of the Bible was written. In Psalms 46, the 46th word from the first word is shake and the 46th word from the last word is spear.

13. Karoke means "empty orchestra" in Japanese.

14. The Eisenhower interstate system requires that one mile in every five must be straight. These straight sections are usable as airstrips in times of war or other emergencies.

15. The first known contraceptive was crocodile dung, used by Egyptians in 2000 B.C.

16. Rhode Island is the smallest state with the longest name. The official name, used on all state documents, is "Rhode Island and Providence Plantations."

17. When you die your hair still grows for a couple of months.

18.There are two credit cards for every person in the United States.

19. Isaac Asimov is the only author to have a book in every Dewey-decimal category.

20. The newspaper serving Frostbite Falls, Minnesota, the home of Rocky and Bullwinkle, is the Picayune Intellegence.

21. It would take 11 Empire State Buildings, stacked one on top of the other, to measure the Gulf of Mexico at its deepest point.

22. The first person selected as the Time Magazine Man of the Year - Charles Lindbergh in 1927.

23. The most money ever paid for a cow in an auction was $1.3 million.

24. It took Leo Tolstoy six years to write "War & Peace".

25. The Neanderthal's brain was bigger than yours is.

26. On the new hundred dollar bill the time on the clock tower of Independence Hall is 4:10.

27. Each of the suits on a deck of cards represents the four major pillars of the economy in the middle ages: heart represented the Church, spades represented the military, clubs represented agriculture, and diamonds represented the merchant class.

28. The names of the two stone lions in front of the New York Public Library are Patience and Fortitude. They were named by then-mayor Fiorello LaGuardia.

29. The Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year because when it was built, engineers failed to take into account the weight of all the books that would occupy the building.

30. The sound of E.T. walking was made by someone squishing her hands in jelly.

31. Lucy and Linus (who where brother and sister) had another little brother named Rerun. (He sometimes played left-field on Charlie Brown's baseball team, [when he could find it!]).

copied from http://www.cs.cmu.edu/~bingbin/

Poem(s).

i carry your heart with me by E. E. Cummings

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

homesick

Fenda is feeling very homesick!!
As she says on her Facebook status (Wednesday, July 22 2:00 pm), "Home sick. miss my family and friends...i miss my sweet nieces soo much!!"

:(