Poem(s).

i carry your heart with me by E. E. Cummings

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

homesick

Fenda is feeling very homesick!!
As she says on her Facebook status (Wednesday, July 22 2:00 pm), "Home sick. miss my family and friends...i miss my sweet nieces soo much!!"

:(

Hello from england.

Hey! i hope you all are doing great. the weather here is 75 degrees, So it's very warm and humid, I am totally loving it. today i went to the second Largest shopping Centers in England I Had a Blast!!!. I'm feeling really confused, because it's i lived this day yesterday, and I'm living it again in england, so it's very hard my me to understand. I'm dead tired but it's like my body's on auto pilot. i've doing the motions but i don't really remember doing it. Oh and i went to costco..Very fun! but much smaller then ours in the states. It's 2:19 pm july 1, well my eye keep on shutting and i'm just rambling on..so have a great day. Fenda

England!!!

Fenda leaves the country in three days! And she isn't packed!!!!!!!

Allmost got killed!!!!! But I didn't.

So I went on this totally dramatic cycling with some friends today headed to Titlow- I lost my train of thought...what was I saying?

Oh ok.
So on the way to Tiltow Elliott decided to take command of the group and let us stop by the train tracks which I told him was a dead end but he was all like, 'I know what I'm doing, just follow'.
So we went down by the Marina Boat Dock and like I screamed bloody murder, "DEAD END!!!!!!!" [I didn't really scream 'cus I don't scream] and all that is there is water and everybody knows that street/mountain/what ever other kind of bikes there out their knows that a bike can't float without any floating devices, and everybody knows that a street/road biker does not carry flotation devices because if they did, then everybody would laugh at them and be tempted to throw them in the ocean and see if the floatation devices worked.

Ok so now were at the part which I tell him, "Elliot, if you would have listened to me then we could have just taken the first right exit before the train tracks. But NOOOOO you had to be boy-genius and all and take us a dead end which really means where the water really starts and everyone knows, Elliott that you don't have floatation devices to float and there has only been one person who can walk on water and that would be Yeshua.
And we all know that you are CLEARLY not him. And so rid your mind of all your super heroness thoughts and be a man and listen to what I'm staying and let me lead because CLEARLY I know what I'm doing because in my former life I was an Indian and I used to scout these lands out.
So, boy-genius turn your super-high-tech-super-skinny-stuck-in-gutter-bike around and follow me."

So as we were biking up this tremendously [not really steep] steep pavement mountain.
"stop showing off and stay behind me." I snapped like a snap turtle catching it's foe. SNAP! SNAP!

So we made it up the hill and I'm behind huffing and puffing my way up this perfectly flat pavement with my thighs calling out, "please stop, your gonna kill me!" Elliott turns around and says, "stay on your right, because theres a red truck behind you."
"Elliot, hush! I can clearly see that. Keep your eyes on the road, Elliott and stop telling me to keep up because one of these days your going to be staring at that stupid black pavement and I'm going to be ahead of you and saying, 'keep your eyes on the road Elliott."

So were petling on the sidewalk we come up to these three black kids smoking something but they smelt like candy, which is kinda funny 'cus there kinda stinky. And I turned around for a second, I heard a voice in the back of my head, "Keep up, Fenda!"
And to my horror it was not imagination. In fact, Elliott was telling me- AGAIN- to keep up.

I felt like a slave on the back of a camel being dragged against my will and once again I said, "Close your hatchet and let me be. 'Cus remember I'm older than you, and I know these lands better then you. Because I was an Indian in my former life."

A day in a nannies life

Startled, Fenda woke up at 7:15, scared to death that she slept in and missed work.
Drama.
So Fenda sat in bed for about five or so minutes before groaning and getting up from under the blankets.
A while later she walked to work. When she got there one of the two children greeted her at the door, a large grin on her little face.
When the mom was heading out the door Devon- the little girl- started crying like her best friend had died. Though the tears, her mom hugged and kissed her before leaving for work.
Exhaling, Fenda turned on Ciau and they watched that for like, way to long!!!

Then Devon wanted to watch Elmo [Sesame Street].
So they watched 2 episodes for an hour and depressingly, Fenda started to hum the Ciau songs!!!
At 10 she decided to turn off the TV. Fenda made Devon and early lunch of mac and cheese.
Fenda ate fish.

At around 10 she put Devon down.
So she finished the dishes and started reading her book.
After about half and hour she checked the door to see if the cleaner was there and realized she wasn't there yet!!
So she continued to read.

The neighbors were doing some kinda thing that sounded they were pounding violently on a slab of wood, which annoyed the heck out of her. Because she couldn't tell if someone was really knocking on the door or not.
Drama.

After a few moments Kellen got home. Fenda was super tired and felt as if she couldn't lift a finger.
After reading for about an hour she'd go to check on Devon and Kellen.
After that she heard a pounding on the door. Startled, she walked downstairs. But before she could place a hand on the doorknob, Kellen opened the door for the cleaning lady.
Soon she got to work.

Fenda decided that Kellen and her should play a few games.
Fenda lost the first two and lost the other two and Kellen doesn't like losing so she decided that before he got two comparative that we should play on the Wii.
And then soon he got tired of the Wii. So they went to go check on Devon again to see if she was still sleeping and Fenda saw she was.
So Fenda trotted back down stairs and asked Kellen if he was hungry and he was. So she fixed him a bagel with cream cheese and they started to talk. Kellen made a really funny face which made me laugh and he started laughing because of me and then we started to make funny faces at each other.

Good times.

Passport to england.

Hey!! sorry it took me so long to post things.

so i bet most of you have already heard about me going to England! I'm going with my friend Hadossa and her mom Lisa.

 We're going to visit our good Friends Ann and Mosh Canton.

 we're  staying with the Canton's who live in Manchester!  I don't know all the parts of England we're going to, but i do know that we're going to scotland.

  here are the dates.

our plane leaves seattle at 6:05 am on june 30th. From seattle we'll be arriving at chicago airport at 11:55 am. we'll leave the chicago airport at 5:40, arriving in MANCHESTER =)at 7:20 am.

 the trip back, July 29th

Depart MANCHESTER =( at 10:35 am arrive in chicago at 12:55 pm depart chicago at 4:50 pm arrive at dallas at 7:25 pm depart dallas at 8:15 pm arrive at seattle at 10:25 pm.